Another post coming soon...

I have some new pictures to post, I'll do that soon. I just needed to push that last post down. It was depressing :)

Life's going great and things are looking up!!! I'll post soon...

Darby Kay :)

My sad post

This post is going to be kind of like my Journal entry. I've been going through a very hard time lately. I've been in the feeling sorry for "me" funk. I'm so sad that I'm not married yet, or have my children with me yet. Honestly, I know that I'm doing what's right and it will happen when Heavenly Father wants me to meet my eternal husband. Some days I just get so depressed and I know the only way to get my mind off it is to serve. I'm getting there. I've been praying a lot for strength and patience and I do feel that Heavenly Father loves me. I can feel it! I am so grateful for this Gospel and I KNOW it's true and I would never deny it or turn my back on it. I would die first!

I really want to thank my family, I'd be lost without their love. My parents are so good to me. I'm 29 and living at home, AGAIN. Which you wouldn't think is the worst thing. But I feel like I'm moving backwards and I get so depressed. I know everyone has challenges, bigger than I do and I feel selfish and I'm sorry. I'm just struggling right now.

My extended family are just like my own family! I love you all so much. Your experiences touch my life, more than anyone knows. So Thank You!! I've just got to throw myself into Service and things will get better. I don't want pity or anything, I promise :) I love life!!! I love my Family and Close Friends! I'm grateful for this Gospel and for a Heavenly Father that loves me, just the way I am. I have faith that things will happen the way he wants them to. I've got to keep pushing and have hope and faith. Without that, there is nothing!

I just felt like righting down my thoughts tonight! My favorite word in the Book of Mormon is "Remember" ... Remember who I am. A daughter of God!

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